God doesn't hold it against me

2 Kings 6:6 - God doesn't hold anything against me. Even if it was a result of my foolishness. He is only interested in solving the problem. Psalm 23 - The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. Jesus is my provider. I do not have to worry about anything. Psalm 56:8 - He collects my sorrows and tears. God cares about every single detail in my life. He wants to restore everything that has been stolen from me. Acts 17:28 - In Him we live and move and have our being. Be still and know God. Not just know that He is God but to KNOW GOD. I know these verses have significance. But I do not know what they mean. Lord, empty me. I need to be emptied. I know that my head currently is still filled with all the grieve of not having someone and not having my feelings reciprocated. I need to let that go. Life is more than just having a relationship, though I really want to have one. Especially, the physical closeness I recently shared with both of them. It is just driving me nuts. And I just have to will it away. I know I have made mistakes. So 2 Kings 6:6 really helps lighten my burden, that God does not hold my silliness against me, but rather He is for me and will focus on solving the problem. Problem - I made a mistake and slept with someone whom I shouldnt have. Now that it has happened, my flesh is wanting more out of that friendship. I can feel the claws of that desperation/lust, clutching and grasping at emptiness in the air. Lord help me please. I need to walk away from both. Give me peace in all that I do and help me to be at peace with my singlehood right now. God's grace is bigger than the mistakes that I can ever make. God's love is more than all the rebellion that I can ever hold.